Since I broke both my legs and I'm bed bedridden, I have been having terrible bellyaches.

I am severely constipated, nurses are giving me laxatives, but they aren't helping much. My belly is so hard and full of gas! My usually flat belly is now very bloated. 

I always try to massage it as the doctor said, but it's very painful. I can barely touch my lower belly without flinching. 

Right now I'm lying in bed with my legs elevated in slings and an heatpad on my churning belly. The nurses said that if the pain doesn't stop she'll give me a massage, applying more pressure so that I'll start to pass gas. 

It hurts so much, I can't stop moaning! I have been crying "Ohhhmy belly! Please my belly, let it stop. Ohhhhh" all day. 

And I can't even move to curl on myself to ease the pressure.

I'm so worried about the nurse's massage! She'll hurt me sooo bad.